December 2010
“We need to make books cool again. If you go home with somebody and they...”
– John Waters
Bitterness & Bile
Depression fucking sucks. I can’t stand any of this for much longer. I hate myself, I hate my life, I hate my job. I hate that I’m not happy and I hate myself and everyone else for it. I’m envious of everyone, I hate seeing people with their mates, and I hate hearing about all the awesome things people have done. I hate everything and everyone. But at the route of it all I hate...
Something is very, very wrong with me
I have been very ill for the last little while, and today it hit hard. I can hardly concentrate as I write this, let alone keep my energy up as I type. I know this is morbid but I just wanted to say that if something happens to me, I love all of you. You each made my life special in some kind’a way. Hugs for all and kisses for some.
Cheers, gang!!